Jenuine.

Get out of my mind. You don’t belong around here no mo’

Fri, 05 Apr 2013 11:55:58 -0400

Get out of my mind. You don’t belong around here no mo’

11:05 pm.

Wed, 03 Apr 2013 02:05:28 -0400

Maybe everything will turn around for me sooner or later. I trust God’s decision in everything that happens. Whether its relationship wise, School wise, family wise, anything. I wish it didn’t hurt this bad though. I don’t understand why these things happen, but its okay. Trouble and disappointment only make for stronger hearts and stronger minds. Sometimes I wish I had a friend to call on but I don’t like bugging people, I don’t have friends anyways. I’d rather just confide in God. Whom ever he takes out of my life, it happens for a reason no matter how much it hurts me.

I wish I could get my thoughts right. I’ll be alright. It’ll turn around, sooner or later.

No matter how wrong he did me, I know I’ll never be the girl that gave up on him. Whenever...

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 23:27:39 -0400

No matter how wrong he did me, I know I’ll never be the girl that gave up on him. Whenever I’m hurting inside from him, I know I gotta let It go but my heart knows it’ll never fade for him. I kinda feel stupid when I think about him, the memories come rushing back, if I see something or hear something… I just push it away though. I know dwelling in the past won’t bring it back, but that would be cool. I feel like I set my self up when I fell in love with you. I wish I knew I would end up in this predicament. Honestly, a part of me would have threw the towel in a bit earlier but then another part of me loves that I love you this much. It makes me feel good that I can love someone so deeply despite their faults. My love was pure and I know it. If I could hate you, it would probably be easier to forget but I don’t think I ever want to hate you. I love your soul way too much and when the world stops spinning and there’s no more winning, I’d still love you. I’m in pain my love, pain pain pain, I don’t wanna feel this pain any more, but all is fair in love and war, right? Eh I guess.

I hate confiding in people.

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 23:14:03 -0400

saintlos:

Because majority of the time if its about something you’re going through they’ll just to downplay it as if you’re making a huge deal about it or try to make it seem like it something that it isn’t. I’m not the type to come to person for advice or that sort of relief anyways but it unnerves me to know end. Especially if you come to me asking what’s wrong. It’s frustrating.

etherwulf: Lmfaoooo stylin on you broke ass niggas. 💁

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 23:13:28 -0400

etherwulf:

Lmfaoooo stylin on you broke ass niggas.

💁

No one is ever around at the times you need them the most.

Tue, 19 Mar 2013 23:43:07 -0400

But that’s just fine.

Let's be nothing. I heard it lasts forever.

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 14:13:27 -0500

I can’t explain the thoughts in my head but I can still understand the thoughts of my...

Wed, 27 Feb 2013 02:42:37 -0500

I can’t explain the thoughts in my head but I can still understand the thoughts of my feelings. Its strange how I can manage to feel this way over you.

Everyday the same pains return. When I wake up, when I go to sleep, when I eat, when I pray, when I...

Mon, 25 Feb 2013 10:51:17 -0500

Everyday the same pains return. When I wake up, when I go to sleep, when I eat, when I pray, when I sing. Why can’t I just go back to who I was. Why did you have to be such a huge part of me? Why can’t I stop feeling this way. I believed in you, thats why I’m so mad.

Crumbling to smaller pieces as the days pass.

Sat, 23 Feb 2013 10:20:42 -0500

Crumbling to smaller pieces as the days pass.

Why do we make up lame excuses for people who hurt us? I don’t get it but yet….it...

Sat, 23 Feb 2013 02:15:22 -0500

Why do we make up lame excuses for people who hurt us? I don’t get it but yet….it happens.
Mutuality seems to be extinct. 😞

Sitt’nSidewayz

Fri, 22 Feb 2013 00:34:23 -0500

Sitt’nSidewayz

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Fri, 22 Feb 2013 00:30:56 -0500

Its crazy how badly someone can affect you and they have no idea how you feel. They’re...

Thu, 21 Feb 2013 18:32:59 -0500

Its crazy how badly someone can affect you and they have no idea how you feel. They’re completely oblivious to the pain they caused and they pain they still cause. The sad thing is even though it hurts, I still got love for you. Everyone says that I’ll get over you, I feel like with this one… No. I refuse to even believe something like this could end so badly. We stay on the frontline. We fought we loved we smiled we cried. When the smoke clears, I pray I see you standing on the other side.

10.

Wed, 20 Feb 2013 23:25:37 -0500

Damn near 2weeks. How do you let someone go that easily. That quickly. To leave someone that way seemed so painless to you. I’ll never understand it. I’d like to thank you for robbing me of a other night of sleep I wish I could get but can’t.

It hit me like a heart attack. I never knew that you could knock me over like that .

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 11:27:36 -0500

It hit me like a heart attack. I never knew that you could knock me over like that .

Not an hour in the day passes by with out me thinking of you.

Tue, 12 Feb 2013 11:26:01 -0500

Not an hour in the day passes by with out me thinking of you.

If I could go back in time, Id go back to this day/night. Dec.27...

Thu, 24 Jan 2013 17:54:00 -0500

If I could go back in time, Id go back to this day/night. Dec.27 was the most memorable day/night.

I’ll love you forever and always baby. Even if we really do reach our end you’ll always be my heart.

1227. Always my baby.

Words I say.

Thu, 24 Jan 2013 17:41:01 -0500

Maybe it is time I get over you. This pains me so bad because I never wanted to let you go in the first place. I can see you letting me go, I can feel it. I don’t deserve to be treated so unfairly. To stand around and love you so hard just to be looked through like a simple window, hurts. You didn’t wanna hurt me but you started hurting me already. Luckily for you I keep staying around in hopes to land a smile on your face. Its not fair that I have got to lay my heart down when you asked me to open up in the first place. I feel like all the other girls you dated. You told me I was different and that you never “Loved” a girl like you did for me. I find that hard to believe. So what was it? Did you just get tired of me like all the other girls? I don’t get it. You got a girl that would give you the world and love you like you’re the only person in the world and you’re going to pass that up? Where would you find a girl like that? Because last time I checked it was hard to find True love like that in this world.

The things I wish I could say,

Mon, 21 Jan 2013 03:15:06 -0500

I don’t think you know how badly you hurt me. I feel all cried out but when I remember how hurt my heart is, it manages to shed more tears.

We started this back up our Junior year in high school. We’re now freshmen halfway through our first year in College. We made it through the impossible. To have both of us half way across the United States and get this far. But now we’re turning into another statistic. We’re falling out sweetheart. I’m falling in and you’re letting go. I never thought Id be this hurt by you Nate. I just knew deep down that you would never hurt me this bad, I just knew. I guess I was wrong. Nothing really does last forever. I always thought that you would be in love with me. I always thought we would be that couple to always be in love.